May 26, 2006

the bus recce

on hindsight, perhaps i should have just kept my mouth shut. what did it matter that their narrow-mindedness and rigidity threatened to turn the entire day into an exercise in futility? what did it matter that all our plans were like confetti to them, that they gave us lip service and no real respect?

now i fear i have forever sabotaged the working relationships between us. my incredulity at their incompetence was poorly disguised, and they, having a combined age four times mine, took it poorly. i should have expected no less.

i think that what i need is for someone to tell me that i did nothing wrong. but i don't think that's true, and i don't think that will be forthcoming.

sigh.