May 2, 2007

ministry

someone approached me recently to talk to me about full-time ministry... said that the door would always be open if ever i wanted to consider it... talked about how he and others had always been favourably impressed by me...

somehow i always seem to leave a favourable impression on adults i work with... i have no idea why, because i know plenty of people who are more capable than i am... and i guess that i'm quite familiar with all my faults, so it always surprises me a little...

yet our faults are always the part of us hidden most deeply... is it any wonder that no one ever sees them? you can do all the right things in public, but no one ever really knows how faithful you are in the secret place...

the exams are over, and it seems that my life and ministry has been suspended for about... two months or so. which is sad, really...