Apr 29, 2005

me.

i find it frankly disturbing that my writing style on any given day is directly affected by what i have been reading in the recent past.

dang that was phrased badly. but anyhow.

it's like, i have no identity, so to say. i write as such because i have been reading such writing. which frankly brings up a whole slew of issues.

i discovered this miming aspect of my writing some time ago, and it has recently resurfaced in this thing you are reading. it reinforces something which my youth pastor (to-peh) often mentions (with regards to us humans), summed up as follows: what goes in, must come out

the things we choose to fill our minds with are the things that will eventually manifest themselves in our speech, our actions, our values. try making a tape of someone saying "F*CK YOU!", put it to loop continuously, listen to it for 5 minutes each night. guess what you'll say when someone next annoys you? no prizes for guessing. it's kinda like how songs get stuck in your head. (incidently i had some other things to say with regards to the phrase F*CK YOU!, so i'm typing it out in hopes of reminding myself to do it sometime.)

which is why we probably should avoid watching certain things, and reading certain things, so on and so forth. the words of a song from sunday school...

O be careful little eyes, what you see...

goes on to

O be careful little ears, what you hear

and

O be careful little feet, where you go



It's not so much that you'll be tempted into black magic or witchcraft or whatnot, although i suppose there IS a possibility there... mostly it's more about your values... how you react to annoying people, how you choose to relate to people, and the things you view as important in your life. these things (and probably a whole lot more) can be affected by content you expose yourself to, and it's not wise. In the words of Paul(was it paul?) in his letter to the Philippians:

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things."

An important verse to practice to become more like Jesus.


I am hopeless at writing concise entries. If you still remember how i got onto that topic, it was from "a whole slew of issues". But i'm too lazy to write about that now.



later, peeps.